AFL commentator Hamish McLachlan has opened up on the battle he and his wife faced over their baby daughter Milla's health scare in January 2013 in AFL.com.au series 'The Last Time I Cried'.
McLachlan reflected on receiving the scary news from Dr Freeman in a major twist of fate.
โHe looks at me and says: โIโm Jeremy Freeman, your daughter has West syndrome. Thereโs a 10 per cent chance sheโll die in hospital. Thereโs a 80 per cent chance sheโll have brain damage for life. Thereโs a 10 per cent chance sheโll get through unscathed.โ
โI said: โWhat is Westโs syndrome?โ
โHe said: โItโs a very rare disease, one in 2500 kids get it. Two-thirds of cases itโs a brain cancer, itโs a brain tumour, itโs a brain lesion. A third of cases itโs none of those but it is the same outcome. Sheโll either die, have brain damage for life or sheโll get luckyโ.
โI said: โWhatโs your name again. He said: โJeremy Freemanโ.
โI picked up Milla. I said: โThis is Milla Freeman, save her.โโ
Milla then underwent a 31-day steroid program which was so strong it's not even used on animals.
McLachlan said he had to supply the steroids orally every four hours starting at 7am and concluding at 7 pm every day.
His brother and AFL CEO Gillon McLachlan played a leading hand in helping give Milla the steroids.
The seizures Milla was suffering from had a six-day window to stop or it was likely they never would.
McLachlan said the doctors warned him about the extremities this steroid brings.
"The doctor said once you give it (the steroid) to her for the first time they'll react so badly you won't be able to open her mouth.
"She will lose her voice in 24 hours from screaming in pain and then she'll get an appetite bigger then yours, so you won't recognise her in two weeks."
โThe first day, we do the first batch, she has five sets of seizures,โ Hamish said.
โThe second day, in the back of my mind I think six days it has got to stop, second day five sets of seizures, third day six sets of seizures.
โThen on the fourth day, Gillon did the 7am session everyday because heโd do it on the way to work.
โHe grabbed Milla and said: โTodayโs the day, she wonโt have a seizure todayโ.
โAnd I remember him, I gave him Milla and went to the kitchen, got the steroid out, putting it in the syringe and by the time I got to Gill, she was having seizures in his arms.
โHe was crying saying: โHow can it happen to someone who doesnโt deserve it?โโ
A month in McLachlan, admitted his daughter was barely recognisable.
โMy little brother had been away, he comes into the house, Milla is playing with another daughter,โ he said.
โHe says: โWhereโs Milla?โ I said: โSheโs in the front room.โ He says: โNo, thereโs two kids in there not one of them is Milla.โ I was like: โThatโs her.โโ
โThree month check-up we see Jeremy Freeman, he does the scans, does the electrodes on the head,โ he said.
โBrain patterns are back to normal. He says thereโs been one case where the child has lapsed, come back at six months.
โThe next three months, everyday seems like a month.
โWe get to the sixth month, we go in and see Jeremy Freeman.โ
โSheโs got a highlighter, sheโs doing bits and pieces,โ he said.
โHe [Dr. Freeman] said: โCan I have that highlighter?โ.
โHe does a few tests and he said: โYour daughter is a miracle.โ
โI said: โWhat do you mean?โ
โHe said: โIโve just done some cognitive tests three-year old children donโt pass.โ
โAt this point sheโs 15 months. He said: โSheโs through it. Sheโs the best response Iโve ever had.โ
McLachlan has been hosting this series over the last few months, tackling the mental health issue among some of footballs biggest names.
It was former Swan Alex Johnson who turned the conversation back on the host asking. him the question he'd asked many brave people already: "When was the last time you cried."
After over six months, the end of the ordeal had finally arrived.
โThatโs when I started crying and really cried,โ he said.
โYou just donโt know when life is going to change, when a seemingly perfect word becomes imperfect nor when it becomes perfect again.
โWhen Jeremy Freeman said sheโs a miracle, itโs like the journey has ended.
โEvery time I put her to bed, I think, how good youโre here. That was the last time I cried.โ