Richmond premiership defender Alex Rance has confirmed he was "very, very close" to quitting football in 2015 to turn all of his attention to his faith and family.
Rance is a devout Jehovah's Witness and was keen to pursue a life of spreading God's word, although in a recent interview with 20FOUR, Rance said he just couldn't walk away from a game he loved that much.
โPeople need to make that decision for themselves so I found that quite conflicting โ I wanted to talk to people about deeper issues but I didnโt want to have so much sway that theyโd just do it because Iโm Alex Rance the footballer. That weighed on my mind a lot from the spiritual perspective,โ Rance said.
โWhen I want to talk to people about love and care, and they are definitely things that are central parts of being Jehovahโs Witness, thatโs conflicting because Iโm beating a guy up ... but then when I talk about the leadership side of things I definitely feel that I show that empathy, care, humility to try to make others better.
โItโs definitely not an easy road to walk.โ
The 28-year-old also spoke about his relationship with Damian Hardwick, suggesting they weren't too close in his first two seasons at the club.
Rance believed Hardwick was trying to understand Rance's personality and his commitment to the game, meaning it took the pair some time before growing closer.
โWe are very different personalities,โ Rance said about Hardwick.
โI think early days it would have been hard for Dimma to wrap his head around what I was about โ am I just taking the piss or am I actually going to be a decent player for this club? Am I going to distract people?
โI was very outspoken about how I thought the game was, and I still donโt necessarily play the game by the game plan a lot of the time. It works out a lot of the time, sometimes it doesnโt.
โOur relationship had to grow from there. We do have a lot in common but it wasnโt as if we were super tight, having dinners every second week.โ
Rance then said he grew into his own as a player when Justin Leppitsch arrived at the end of 2009, as the former Lions premiership player took Rance under his wing and turned him into a key-position player.
โIn my first few years I was a tagger, a forward, a wingman, they started me as a running half-back but I couldnโt kick and hit a target, so then it was like, โWhat do we do with you?โ," Rance recalled.
โIt wasnโt until Leppa came along, who is probably more of that father figure or older brother, who said, โYouโve got all these attributes, letโs funnel them into making you a really good key-position playerโ. That was the moment that sparked my career.โ
During the interview, Rance was also asked about Richmond's chances of going back-to-back, and the four-time All-Australian believes his side can do it.
Rance also suggested he would celebrate differently if they won another flag, taking inspiration from a Hawthorn defender.
โIโd celebrate a different way (if Richmond wins another Grand Final). I donโt think Iโd be running around like a headless chook again, I think Iโd try to take more in.
โWhen Hawthorn won one of theirs I saw Ben Stratton running around with a GoPro on his head and I thought, โYou look like a flogโ ... and now I think that is the greatest thing Iโve ever seen because forever heโll have that and can just play it over and over.
โIf we ever get the chance again, Iโll be getting a GoPro in my backpack for sure.โ